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This is why I never like this little tart of showtime. Alam ko kasi na inside those cute little angelic face that she has, is a demonic irksome fabricated pretentious bitch. I'm not even surprise about this one.

obviously as this happens, it only shows how some celebrity acts when they were outside and not being filmed in front of the camera. I mean, some celebrity are just simply too faced conniving bitches and they don't feel sorry about it, about being like that and about those people whom they might hurt.

I mean, it is one of the most ironic thing ever when you're a celebrity wanting much more than being just a celebrity. So shameful to think that they were the one we usually love in front of the camera the ditch us normal people when they weren't being followed by the camera.

first of all, I don't have anything against to those people that I may be going to mention in this post. I just want to clear my head about what happened. So here goes nothing.

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Last May 6, 2015, Wedenesday me and my gang were having fun drinking in Lakay as usual. Then as the night goes by, an unexpected text from my Buds came in asking me where I am, so as excited as I am I responded on his text immediately, saying that were in Lakay and I also invited him to come.

It was such a fun night, everything is running smoothly and everyone is happy. Then as the night goes by, as always, we stayed until the cut off of orders so we decided to transfer from Lakay to Ibarra. My second most choice in terms of drinking. So as I expected, no one wanted to join me to go to Ibarra, I am just so thankful that I invited my Buds to come by because he agrees on joining me in Ibarra cos he also still wanted to drink.

So, as we got there, I presumably wanted us to get along, one on one bonding and some serious talk then suddenly as we enter Ibarra, I saw some of my friends.

It was funny tho because I never thought of seeing them there but I just ignore and started to get along with them too.

Then after that, we settle an agreement that they will bought one bottle of vodka and we as well, going to buy our own after that. I feel like its a bit presumptuous that they want us to buy another bottle, because the least that I wanted there was to drink beer so that I can go home but little do I know, I am about to drink two bottle of Vodka.

Yes! Its absurd but I have to just go on because I don't want to do something stupid while I'm drinking. Because I might regret it later when I'm sober. As time goes by, the first bottle were empty so I bought another one as we both agreed earlier. Then, after that drinking session, we finished drinking after that second bottle of Vodka. We were nearly going home when suddenly my Buds invites me to their condo to continue it.

At first I was like, "I don't have I.D with me so I can't get in" and he was like "Leave it to me" at that point I started remembering the last time we went there and he said that I can't get in because I still needed some Identification to get some kind of passes.

But, arguing with him is the last thing in my mind, so I forgive him with his reason for last time. Oh! but before that, we bought 3 bottle of Beer first before we go to their condo.

So, we immediately started because we have cube ice to dig in for a very cold beer, I took the first one and he follows. we cooked some hotdogs for something to eat and we started talking some serious shit that we both have.

at first he was telling me this story, I'm not going to mention it but while he was doing it, I'm randomly throwing him some creepy smiles that makes me laugh at his reaction but the next thing I know he was mad at me because of that.

I was like, "No, I'm just joking its really nothing. I'm just trying to see your reaction" then after that the situation escalated quickly, telling me, that "This is my house, you don't do things like that to me" then I was trying to have a calm conversation by saying that it was really nothing. I'm just trying to see what he's reaction would be like if I make cute and silly faces and laugh about it.

He started throwing tantrum like "I want you to get out" and I was like, "Are you kidding me" I mean, no one does that. No one kicked out a friend for being short temper. No one push a friend through the door while she still wears your boy short. And nobody kick slide your friend's pants out of your house because you got pissed of by being a clown in front of you.

As I'm outside their door, I picked up my pants and change. I knocked once again, because I thought I forgot my money cos its not in my pants, I knocked one more time because I forgot my ear pods in their couch. Buds never talked to me again after that, I feel like he just jeopardized our friendship by kicking me out of their house. But I don't know, this wasn't the first time it happens. And it always happen when were drinking.

I guess the Vodka is the real problem.

I hope I've made the better decision, I hope I've made the better choice.

But I didn't, cos I was scared, I was afraid to fall into those kinds of situation where emptiness awaits.

I'm obsessed with Bargaining with my Decisions but this is one of those decisions that I can't risk. It's too much to bargain with and yet I'm also not sure about what I'm going to receive in return.

Let's just say I never picked the side that he wanted, I don't know. I love following my instinct and I respect that to myself because I know that myself would not going to risk anything about me.

It's either I'm incredibly smart or I'm incredibly stupid.

You decide, cos its a big toss coin for me. but anyways. For you to understand what i'm saying, here's the story.

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Last night, my friend Scarlet, called me and say that she has to go to Lakay because she told her mother that she has a shift in her work. So for me, I'm not sure because my money is already limited and cannot keep up with my daily hobbies which is drinking the whole night.

So, I told her, I'm not sure if I can go. Then she said, I don't have anyone with me right now, that makes me feel a bit bad because I can go with her, yet I'm ignoring her invitation. So I take a bath immediately, got dressed, glam up and went after her in Lakay. I arrived for like, 2:30 AM in the morning and it is really not a friendly time to still drink because you might get unsatisfied with the short period of time that is left.

Then, I knocked on the front door of Lakay, then my bouncer friend called me because he needs some help from me. He asked me if I can go through archives and look for an old conversations. I tried but I never really accomplished anything because it is hard to fiddle when you're only using a phone. Then when I look around, I saw my friend Scarlet sitting after this group of three guys with one of our mutual friend named ash and Scarlet were talking to them.

(Sorry, this would be a bit long but kinda exciting)

Then as I go there, I sit beside my friend Scarlet and started to introduce me to this group of CUTE guys. And as I sit there, I already recognize this cutest among the group which was the one in front of me, but I just act normal and continue to introduce myself.

It was funny tho, because as the conversation goes, he literally asked for my number in front of everyone and I feel so awkward about the situation that makes me giggle. Then he was like (Ouch, I was just got rejected immediately) but I recover him fast with that awkward situation by saying (I rather get yours first)

I feel happy about his reaction when I give him my phone, and after that he started saying silly things like, I want you to sit beside, that he wants me, that I'm pretty and things like that. And I'm like, "No, you're just drunk" but I'm not that too hard with people that I just met so I sit beside him.

And then, there, he started texting me. And at the next ten minutes the next thing I know is he's confessing his love for me and I was in full shock knowing that we just met for like, I don't know, thirty minutes ago. So I was just playing it normal, telling him that he's just drunk and that's why he can tell me those kind of things. 

As we continue the texting, our Vodka is also getting empty so we decided to go to another place because the place where were in, is already closing.

I don't know, I'm getting this awful feeling that making me feel horrible about doing this post but I guess I need to share it because this is the only way I know, that I can lose this feeling for him.

Then as we arrive in the next location, he organized the sitting arrangement where we suppose to seat and of course, I'm sitting beside him. And there, he started being clingy to me. I mean, I like what he was doing. I love it, not only like it. Because, what more better feelings you could ever feel if the guy next to you is being so sweet! Is there any better feelings than that? I guess none already. I mean, that is the only place where girls and gays like me wanted to be in. I never signed up for this kind of night and with this kind of situation, but the only thing I know is that, his provocation never worked for me.

I mean, he tried to kiss me, but I moved my face away. He tried to caress me so many times but I never responded. He tried to hug me yet I never hugged back. 

Until we go home, I only play safe. 

And now, I'm here, stuck at home thinking, thinking of what if.

What if I never moved my face away and rather move it closely and kiss him too.

What if when he caresses me, I responded and does the same thing.

What if as he hug me, I return the favor and hugged him also.

There's only one thing I can say right now.

" I DON'T KNOW "

Why do I have to say that love are found online is mediocre, simple. 

EVERYTHING IS FAKE

Words created has no emotions, Words created are being perfected and Words can be think about before it can even be send to the one designated for those lies.

I'm not bitter nor hurt about this experiences in life, I just come up of this post because one of my friend (my BEST FRIEND) are being so into this guy whom he just met in an app. (by the way, my best friend is a bisexual guy) I don't know if he is stupid enough to not listen to me with my advises but telling words again and again are so redundant for me, knowing that I already told it to him once.

 Doesn't he know the gain that he could get in my advice or I'm just being paranoid and obsessed about looking after him?! I just don't want him to be in the place he once been into.

Now, I'm sorry for invading his private property but I NECESSARILY read his conversations with this guy and I was like "THE FUCK!" this guy is just molding his mind until he gets everything he want. This guy doesn't need love, this guy needs affection and attention (which mostly BI people wants)

I just don't know what to do anymore. Now I'm here, being quite even though I want to stop him with every decisions that he's making because I know somehow I can help him. I just don't want to see him hurting himself with his decisions in life. I love him, I care for him.

I guess that's all I'm going to say because there would be no changes by just sharing it on my blog. I mean, I can't say it to him now seeing him happy with that douche.

Here's my babes, a little glimpse on his face.

Before anything else I just want to mention my friends for being so alive.

(Decided to go down to have a selfie in the stop over)

This is one of those nights where I wish a part of that never happens.

Today is my Baby's birthday. JC! And Earlier today I posted a photo of us with a caption,

"Baby, Happy Happy Birthday to you. I wish you Happiness and joy. I hope you enjoy your day! I'm happy for you. I'm sorry if I never make it yesterday but I will make sure to come tonight for your birthday celebration. I love you, Thank you for everything, stay humble and handsome. God bless you!"

Now, as I woke up, I also remember how devastating the commotion was. Okay, The easiest way for you to understand is to tell you the whole story but to make it short. I'll just gonna start to where the fight started.

As we go back to Lakay Billiards from Sherwood, they arrived first so they talked to management already and make them fix a length of table were we all can sit comfortable. As everyone started arriving because we all never come as one, some of us arrives first and some arrives last. By the time of the last arrival which was my Mine (Mackiss) the tension started.

Baby started to feel unhappy, he started being in silence then suddenly the shouting comes in. Baby started shouting to Charles who is also our friend, then he suddenly pushed Charles and started walking out, I run after him and asked him question, why? What happened? and he was like hiding something to me that is completely obvious cuz he's not okay so I started worrying. 

I asked him to comeback inside with me but he said he will never gonna comeback inside cuz he already pushes one of our friends and it will look so awkward coming but and he added that he'll just gonna go home and take some rest. He make me go back inside and he go home as well.

At that moment, I told my friends he will never gonna comeback and I also said everything he said to me.

While in the middle of drinking, he suddenly appears with a cup of coffee then he unexpectedly throw that hot coffee to Nixon's face (another friend of us) dripping down to his body. He also slapped Nixon on his face and quoted "Ang Cheap mo!" (You're so Cheap!) at that moment I knew something would happened.

And boom! Nixon stands up, run after JC and they started the fight. BUT! I never wanted that to happened so I stop them first, holding the chair that Nixon is about to hit JC with and the management was also terrified so they call JC and Nixon in.

After settling things up, The management says "If you want to talk, then talk outside but in a good way. Violence are not allowed here!" 

by then, Nixon went out immediately, I run after him. Hugging him and begging not to do anything stupid anymore but just like other boys will do, he'll gonna talk to the other guy about the problem. Knowing that it won't gonna be settle that way, I stand in the middle for anytime someone will punch someone.

And as I expected, things happened that way. Nixon first kicked JC in his stomach making him to hit the wall so hard that makes the wall dented. I wanted to panic that time but I also have to make them far from each other so I keep on restraining both of them. 

(BTW, Nixon is like 5"11' and JC is like 5"6' but I'm not sure tho.)

I'm surprise to the fact that no one helps me on restraining them, everyone just watched them fight while I struggle so hard making a hole for them. 

In the end, just like other fights. I stopped them, I toned up my voice for a short period of time just to make sure they both can hear what I say.

Nixon hugged me after knowing he punched me twice. one in my left eye and one in my left chin while JC were being taken in the nearest fast food so he can rest cuz he got some knee scars and a bruises on his face while Nixon has a swollen hands and a bruise in her right eye.

I wanted to cry but I can't. I have to be strong for them to listen to me. That's all.

There's a lot of thing you should know about, when it comes of the risk you might doing in the first date. No one wants to look embarrassing in the first date but how would you know, what and what's not to do in first date. Here is the solution.

1. NEVER TALK SO MUCH BUT ONLY TALK TOO MUCH.

- Talking SO much has a difference with talking TOO much. Too much is something you can define as talking continuously much more than your date say and So much is something you can define as the only one who speaks the whole time you were together, you don't give time to let your date finish his response to your question and easily moving on from it because you still have many to say.

2. NEVER INITIATE. IN ANY TERMS!

- This one mostly appropriate for girls only because guys have big ego that makes them not to let you pay for anything. But in return for being gentleman and this is generally only for the gents, never initiate to kiss your date first. Let them do the goodbye kiss and rest assured that you'll be happy about what's gonna happen next because 45% chances that a first date if its a match, ends up with a casual hook up or one night stand.

3. NEVER BE CLINGY TO YOUR DATE.

- Being clingy is cute, especially when you're live in with your partner or you're in a long time relationship already, but! Being clingy in your first date is probably the most awkward thing to do. Imagine being held in your waist by a complete stranger, being kissed in the cheeks and holding hands. No one wants to think that their date are a psycho and you don't want to act like one, do you?!

4. NEVER INVADE PERSONAL SPACE

- Maybe in some time that you both already sat on the table while waiting for your order or something. your date might now want you invading their personal space. Like moving your chair near to them or moving your face towards them too much that make them feel attack. No one wants to be invaded especially by a stranger, you both were still in the stage of getting to know each other and no one can tell if your date is already trusting you or not.

5. NEVER PLAY WITH EXPRESSIONS OR FACES YOU MOSTLY LIKE TO DO.

- People intend to create their own shortcuts when talking to someone just to impress them and so as doing different types of facial expressions but those things are not likable for a first date. It looks embarrassing and awful at the same time because your date is not yet into it. They might get offended somehow if you does things in front of them for the first time. 

I hope this helps!

Friends for me are a natural treasure that you can't easily find. You have to earn each before they treat you as a friend in return. I don't believe in first sight when it comes from friendship. You cannot say that immediately after one whole day of hanging out together. It takes time before you consider someone as a friend. 

Maybe you can only call them as an acquaintance for knowing them but never as a friend. I have many acquaintances but I have more friends. Yes! In many forms. Meaning, Real friends, Old friends, New friends, Childhood friends, school friends, friends of a friends and even Fake friends but I never ignore one of them as long as we both are in good term.

Yesterday, I'm with 6 of my friends, namely Rica, Candy, Kadesha, Roden, Ben and Ash. We're living the good life and we're taking advantage of the time given to each and everyone of us and making the best out of it. We never spoil any single seconds, Although many times we struggle about some situations we still make it to be happy all through the night and I'm happy about the outcome.

I love my friends. I will always see them not just as a daily routine of my life but as one of my priorities. I thank God for giving me the best pile of friends ever.